My first true love

he was more......my whole world.
Days and nights I prayed for him to come back to me but I knew that he had already moved on. I got mad at him sometimes how can he tell me that he loves me one day and the he leaves the next leaving me destroyed.
I sometimes wonder if he had actually replaced me with another girl.
I got curious one day and asked my mom where Alexander moved to but she didnt know.
Now I was in high school surrounded by my closets friends.
Jane are you coming with us to the mall after school?Marisa asked holding a bag of chips.
No..I dont know
Please you need to have fun.....and move on She was the only one that knew about Alexander so we just kept in quiet when we were around other people.
Yeah....I know
So are you coming or not? Wendy asked.
Um...yeah Ill go they both cheered and grabbed their books to go to their class.
We were heading to history when I heard Wendy calling my name. Jane?
Um....yeah?
Did you heard of the new guy that is in our history class?
No....I havent
He is HOT! Marisa said smiling.
Really hot I mean he is like a god Wendy said I for one wasnt listening but I was intrigued.
Marisa and Wendy kept talking about how hot the new guy was until we got to history.
We took our sits Wendy and Marisa sit together so they had the whole period to talk about guys I wasnt really a girl that talks a lot so I sit in the back.
Ok class...we have a new student attending this school and his name is Jack Martin Ms. Lorens announced all the girl gasped when the new student came in he was really hot but not my type.
I ignored pretty much everything he said about himself until I heard Ms. Lorens calling me.
Jane you are going to show Jack the school...please explain him the rules and everything that he has to know about the school she said turning to face Jack.
Jack sit next to Jane
Jack nodded and came to sit next to me all the girl were giving me dead glares already probably because I was going to show Jack around instead of them.
Hi Jack said smiling.
Hi I turned around and started to draw on my notebook.
I heard someone cough next to me I turned around and saw Jack writing something on a piece of paper.
He handed it to