My first true love

dont know I thought maybe we can get to know eachother better
Ok...I love tulips and roses now my turn...Do you play any instrument?
He looked thoughtful. Yeah I play the guitar and the piano...do you like to play any sports? he asked.
Not really Im very clumsy I answer feeling my face heat up. He laughed and took my hand. I stiffed a little his hand was on top of mines and it felt secure and warm.
Um...sorry he said taking it away. Its fine
Here is your ravioli pasta Jack and here is your broccoli soup Mary said placing my soup in front of me.
Thanks I said and she left. Something was seriously wrong with this girl.
Ok now lets eat Jack said.
We ate and talked about school and more about our favorite things to do. It was around five pm when he asked me if I wanted to go to his special place in all Seattle.
I said okay and here we are in his car.
So tell me where are we going? I asked for the fifth time. He was keeping this a secret and I was getting a little bit uncomfortable.
Nope please trust me this is a very special place he said.
Fine I looked outside and I saw a glimpse of the mountains. Ok here we are he said pulling up.
I gasped when he open the door. It was the lake where Alexander used to take me when we were little. I didnt come here anymore since it brought so many
memories.
Jane...Are you okay? Jack asked sounding concerned.
Um....Yeah he nodded and took me down to the lake. The same spot when I used to sit with Alexander. Great.
I closed my eyes not wanting to cry but it was too late tears were forming in my eyes and I couldnt stop crying.
Jane please talk to me did I do something wrong? he asked sounding a little frantic.
I couldnt talk it was just too much to handle. He hugged me and I let him not caring anymore all I need was someone to be there with me.
I sobbed not able to stop his grip on me got tighter. Im here Jane please dont cry he said massaging my back.
I closed my eyes and thought in Alexander and how much he had hurt me when he left and how I didnt deserve to be like this.
Maybe there was hope for me to move on after all.
Jane its
okay Im here with you Ill always be here for you he said. I looked up and saw him staring at me with loving eyes it was like if I could see through
his eyes and into his soul. The feeling that he gave me when we were at the restaurant and the feel of his arms around my waist protecting me was all I needed to know to feel something towards him.
He looked at me giving me a small smile. Ill always be here he said leaning closer I didnt know what to do everything was going so fast. The minute my mind responded his lips were already on mine soft and gentle he kissed me.
I let my arms go around his neck pulling him closer. I knew that I had to stop I didnt want to hurt him at the end but he made me feel different even though we just met today but sometimes unexpected things happen.
The only questions left are Should I give Jack a chance and move on with my life? Or Do I look for Alexander my childhood love and confront him for what he did to me?.....
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